Blue Pills.

'No matter how much we struggle, we're still like goldfishes, trapped in a bowl...'

Growing up is bitter sweet. One day you're best friends, and the next day you wake up and you realise that you've grown tired of the same routine and those same people.

We realise that in this world everything comes at a price and everyone, everything has a negative side that they don't want to show. We become sorrowful and complicated, we learn to pretend that we're alright and hide our tears. We learn how unfair this world can be and we begin to doubt each other. We keep secrets from even those who are closest to us and we take advantage of the weaker.

"Money can not buy happiness", but money are what we have worked so hard for. We cheat and hurt the ones we love because as we grow older, we realise that money is one of the most important things in life, maybe even more important than love and friendship.

Growing up comes at a price. In order to grow up and become mature, we must learn to ignore the feelings in our heart and listen to our head, we must learn to not be affceted by emotions. In order to become sucessful and earn a place in this cruel society, we must learn to look at our family and friends as enemies and competitors who we need to defeat.

Growing up... it slowly steals away all the things we want to keep.

But we all must grow up...

...so please remember the happiness we felt when we were with each other as childhood slowly slips away...

Believe in Love

holdays ^^ and for once i dont feel bored :) although ive only been outside my house once since the holidays started :L i havent even been to the garden... so now im white as a ghost.... but O WELL

i finished god of studies and its THE BESTEST DRAMA EVER... just because lee hyun woo and yoo seungho are BOTH in it and its so touching D: i cried so much... i think its the most ive cried for a drama................ and theyre both so hot UUHUM 

first two picures= lee hyunwo 

last two= yoo seungho

i cant even chose my favourite >_> theyre both really good at acting and yoo seungho is so hot and he can sing (believe in love ft iu) while lee hyunwoo is so adorable and he can dance (in god of study) :O but i tend to go for the cute one more haha... but yoo seunghois so.. OK NEVERMIND too hard 

yea i know i said the drama's the best ever earlier but the ending sucked :L they didnt mention too much about baekhyun and pulip's relationship... actually the only thing that tells us that they like each other are the awkward glanced between them and when baekhyun tried to kiss pulip but even then pulip ended up running away -.- i was lyk wth is this when she did thay D:

next kdrama is either personal preference or playful kiss hmm.. o well nites for now :D i wanna take a break from kdrama and sleep early and get rid of eyebags byebye

You're my star

omfg report cards =.= i just...just... URGG
got B for french lol wutevas and then mum got all agro just cos she thinks i never practise? sometimes i realli want a camera filming me 24/7 to show her how i have to ditch lunch and morning tea everyday just to practise that speech and how i have to stay up until 2am just to finish french and science assignments

n im actually quite glad that i didnt make it into fast track maths ;L i dont see how i'll cope... if aspire subjects means that i only get max of 6 hrs of sleep each night doesnt fast track make it 4....... o.O

pfft o well i dont see how a B is so bad although im still quite disappointed mehh

nites~~

Baby Boo~~

Why does my heart go thump thump just thinking about you? Every little thing, everyday everyday, i'm going to try it with you. I'm glad that you're here, cause everyday is enjoyable, now that we're together.                                                                                                              -If you want a lover, G.Na ft Rain

last day of school today D: awwww i wont be going to bshs for at least a year now but how cool would it be like when i return i know how to go to everywhere and all the short cuts :L o well i dont wanna think about this just cos it makes me sadsadsad

so me and vanessa went to garbo today to guy each other presents :D

this is what we got ^o^ theyre so adorableeeee mine is the one on the right... yea i wanted the one on the left but o well vanessa can have it cos im such a nice friend ^^ and also they were on special at toys r us so we got them for $15 instead of $30 thats half price/ what a cheap asian/ so anyways i named mine baby boo ^^ ikrikrikr its sho cuteeee except i think the name baby boo fits vanessa's puppy more. btw if u were wondering vanessa doesnt know what to name hers :L shes bad with names LOL

we're planning to buy steph a pink version

pahahahaha i dont think steph likes pink but o well :L pink is cute :L
i'll just spam this post with vanessa pics :L she was raping the puppies at the bus stop :L

ASIANNNNN -_-

HAPPY FACE :D CHEAP ASIAN GOT CHEAP PUPPIES ^^

lalalalla IM DONE WITH SCHOOL DONE WITH YEAR 8 ^^

Dont go...

I still cannot erase you, I keep thinking about you, I really miss you, I cannot sleep at all at night
The sound of the raindrops hitting on the window of my heart The place that you left, I really miss you
And I cannot sleep at all at night
                                                 -0330, UKiss


replayed ukiss's 0330 mv for over an hr D: watch it here
and the explanation for the mv is here

its so sadddd D: i know this song is like... kind of old but ehhh i wasnt that into ukiss so i didnt listen to it but D: dongho D: i nearly cried watching the mv

o well o well so since im bored im gonna make a list of the 5 saddest mvs ive ever watched :L

1. 0330, ukiss
2. haruharu, bigbang
3. heaven part1+2 ft island... actually most ft island mvs are pree sad D: HONGKIII *fan girl scream*
4. taeyang wedding dress. although the ring thing at the end was STUPID but the songand lyrics D':
5. B2ST B2ST HAHA i just have to put b2st somewhere :O the mv of fiction is pree sad i guess

OMG I RUV B2ST ;D
and troublemaker should be coming out 2day WEEEEEEEEE HYUNSEUNG N HYUNA ;D i was so happy when they kissed at MAMA LOLOLOLOL
anyways i g2g byeye haha byebey