Waste.

Be like the flower that gives its fragrance to even the hands that crush it.

-Imam Ali                 

Oh look I haven't blogged in ages... and loads of things have been happening since the last post. School has ended for the year and it's nearly a new year. This year was basically a lazy year for me hurhur didn't really achieve much...

   







This photo pretty much sums up what I've been up to... lots of food and hanging out with friends. Went to the beach on Christmas Day and basically ran around in the water wearing shorts while people stared at us because it was apparently freezing that day...

If you have instagram you can follow me at lovesharon22 if you wish to.
Other than that... nothing interesting so I might as well end this post here.
Happy New Year everyone!

Finally.

A drop in the ocean
A change in the weather
I was praying that you and me might end up together
It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert
But I'm holding you closer than most 'cause you are my heaven

-A drop in the ocean, Ron Pope

Whoa long time since I've written anything. I've been so busy with school lately because everything just seemed to be due at the same time. Anyways, there won't be assignments or tests for a little while now so I decided to go get my ears pierced after school. I seriously don't know what got into me haha we were just discussing piercings that morning and we decided to go after school since we got let out early that day.

I've always wanted my lobes pierced but I decided to get helix cos it looks cooler........ and oh I'm not allowed to get piercings so I have to hide it from parents hurhur. I just need to hide it for like 4 weeks or so until I can take this earring out and change into invisible studs and stuff. Kinda glad that my parents don't really inspect me everyday.

ok you can kind of see it but yea... it's really hard to see and I didn't want to take a picture of my ear because it's quite swollen and I didn't want to touch it too much...
I hope nothing like infections happen since my piercer used a gun to pierce my helix and the shop I got my piercing at wasn't exactly like the most clean and posh shop ever haha but at least it's a legit shop.

I'm so excited I can't wait for the day that the swelling goes down and I can take out my earring and go buy other ones to wear.
Gonna get some sleep now ^^

Summer.

Sometimes you can't keep running away. Sometimes you have to turn around and face it. 

Long time no blog :O I've been so busy with assignments and tests and I'm not getting good marks D: I blame myself for not studying in term 1 because now even if I am getting better marks there's no chance that I'm gonna be able to pull the mark up to an A... so I spent the whole french lesson yesterday calculating marks and mentally preparing myself T^T everything has dropped a whole grade except for maybe french...

I'm so worn out these days that when I wake up I get bad headaches and I must've eaten something bad cos I keep getting stomaches... after next week I should be able to sleep earlier but I'm so afraid of the report cards and I have no idea how to face them.. all I can hope for is that I get all Bs and As... like no C or D

Have to try to do science assignment now so just gonna end the post here with some photos. 

One More.

"他那双被雨水淋湿的瞳孔, 有种神奇的美, 漆黑的眸子里仿佛盛着一碗糖浆般浓着的哀伤.
就像一幕精致的悲剧一般迷人, 后来, 我才这样意识到, 但他已经不在了."

                                                                                                               -夏至末至, 郭敬明

Happy Birthday to myself :p

Turned 14 two days ago hurhurhur... I still act like a 12 year old most of the time :L it's ok I can stay forever young.

 So since term 1 really wasn't a successful term I've promised myself that I would study really really hard in term 2 and I won't procrastinate. Since it's 12:19 now I don't think I should stay up for much longer so just gonna post some of the photos and yea...

                                                        

              

                   LOL ok... just casually camwhoring and being high when we're crossing the road -.-

Went back to GuangZhou for holidays. weird thumb + my face was really bloated for some reason 

Thank youu Chloe for baking me and tiff mini cheese cakes ^^ they were really really good

And oh by the way CHLOE GAVE ME B2ST'S FICTION AND FACT CD T^T thank you so muchhh<3

Dad gave me itouch 4gen hurhurhur :D more chances to take photos now yaaaay

Now I'm really tired so yea I guess I should sleep now :) Nights.

May the odds be ever in your favour.

"Peeta, how come I never know when you're having a nightmare?"
"I don't know. I don't think I thrash around or anything. I just come to, paralysed with terror."
"You should wake me."
"It's not necessary. My nightmares are usually about losing you," he says, "I'm okay once I realise you're here."

                                                                                                                -Catching Fire, Suzanne Collins

I'm finally on holidays T^T I honestly felt like crying on the last day because it really felt like I just gotten out of jail or something ._. I miss those primary school years where I would actually be looking forward to school starting again in the holidays. High school has ruined my love for learning and socialising :L

So since it was nearly Kevin's birthday we went to the park to celebrate it. /Happy Birthday Kevin/ The cake was reallyreally good. Like... best I've had in a long time. Then we played truth or dare for 2 hours and it started off as a hug blahblah game but as time went on it somehow turned into a game of plank on the path there until a stranger walks by :/

Yes I realised the cake looks ruined :L it was tipping to the side and we had to use spoons and forks to adjust it.

Just realised it looks like my friend's trying to like... slap my ass or something. And she was just chasing a butterfly...

LOL in most of the photos people were looking at their legs to see how many mosquito bites they had... my whole leg was red and swollen and I had like... at least 50 on each leg T^T yes I counted them.
I have more photos and a video but o well... cbs uploading :p

Anyways enjoy your holidays and hopefully you're not dying of itchiness like I am at the moment.
Stay Safe <3

Missing pieces...

一直拼命地挣扎, 直到最后的最后才发现, 我连悲伤的资格都没有...

I just realised that ever since I left, I've never really asked anyone back there how life is.
I realised that it's not because I don't want to know, it's because I'm afraid.
Afraid of all those changes and those decisions they made without me there...
I feel left out.

I was told just now that our group split up, but I didn't dare ask when, or why.
I don't want to know anymore, I just want to pretend everything's fine and let myself live in the fake world I've created for myself.
Like those creatures who's afraid to face the world, I hide in my shell, not wanting to hear all the fights and get hurt from all the betrayals.

I suddenly felt so lonely, I suddenly wanted to see the familiar faces of all those friends again.
But how many of them would be wanting to see me? How many of them would be thinking about me now?
Have I ever had a best friend? What is a best friend? All those people I laughed and cried with in my life, do they consider me as a friend or just a stranger?

I don't want anyone to change, or change without me by their side. But people change all the time, and because I can't be by their side to see it, I pretend. I pretend they're all still the same happy people I knew. It makes me feel better.

Remember all these? My last memories with you. I still remember them. I still replay them in my head all day. But what about you? Do you miss them like me too? The good times, what happened to them? Friends forever... there's no forever is there...?

I don't want to hide anymore, but the truth hurts too much. Maybe it'll hurt less to think about it another day... so let me go back into my shell and until the pain lessens. Just let me pretend and dream on... for a little more...

I'm in love with you.

The compass can only give you directions. It's still your choice which path you want to take.


Happy Birthday Infnite L <3 

Heyy Ya ^^
Last week I went to camp for a whole week and our group was unlucky enough to get all the harder hiking trails so we ended up getting scratches all over your hands and legs and people even rolled off hills and got minor injuries.
But although camp was very unpleasant and we had to go without shower for 5 days, I learnt a lot about teamwork and got to know a lot of people better.
So because it's assignment week at school... I will use my blog again as an assignment planner =.= (that's right no one wants to read about my assignments but... here I go)

week 7-
Friday- design technology: camp menu evaluation
            science: introduction, hypothesis, method, diagram and materials due

week 8-
Monday- french: test
Friday- maths: test

week 9-
design technology booklet due
Thursday- science: assignment

term 2 week 1-
geography: radio show speech due

yea i haven't started on any of those... SO. I'm going to like... like start science tonight... maybe... so yeaa just going to finish this update off with pictures of camp with the shorts and bag I bought from juicy couture last weekend.

^bad quality cos my school laptop webcam is crappy :L yes I held a laptop above these to take it...

Yer it was like an activity to stack bowls up while you're blind folded and the other people is giving you direction... I'm obviously doing well :L

^Puppy that we names IU... because she kept flirting with... our baby puppy YOSEOB :L

(excuse the dog... manure behind the puppy)

YOSEOB... or yoseobmuffin because tiffany chloe and I were like calling it yoseob but then calvin insisted on calling it muffin so err... yoseobmuffin ^^

bleh i just watsed so much time again D: byebyeee

Crystal Clear.

鱼儿不是不会流泪, 只是我们看不见她的泪水罢了.

aww did I ditch this blog for a while? :O
I've been a little busy with assignments and camps... yes I have camps D: our school basically tortures us and makes us hike for like 5 days and cook our own food.... AND IT'S TOMORROW AND I HAVENT PACKS D':
I don't want to leave my music and youtube and facebook and twitter and blogger but D: guess i just have to deal with it... and OH did I tell you there won't be a shower at the camp? Like... GREAT. No shower for 5 days... my longest record for not showering is like... 2 days D:

I like egg tarts alright.
MEHH lemme spam this post with yoseon pics now. He makes me happy.

                                             

-fangirl scream- ok I'm good now. lemme shower and prepare to die tomorrow -.-

safe and sound....

O WAIT WTF i havent blogged since the last day i was in australia =.=
i have hwk tonight so i'll blog more tomorow and errr yea :)

i apologize for the crapy shyt quality of my gay phone camera =.= THE SKIRT IS GREY ASDFGHJK it looks greeny and eww here D: i guess the uniform is alright... i still wear mascara to school just lighter and THEY DONT CARE ABOUT HAIR :D YAAAAAAY LOVELOVELOVEEEEE and i made loads of new friends ^^

...but i still miss australia and all my besties there D:
also developed a new love for infinite <3

L the on in the front wearing the red hanbok IS SO CUUUUUUUTE kekeke
paradise is really catchy and L and sunggyu looks really cute in their mv for lately <3

anyways im working extra hard at maths because we're learning algebra and im not very good at algebra so im doing all my homework and extras to catch up ^^

HWAITING~~

天天好天

'晴天, 雨天, 其实都是好天, 只是看你以什么角度来看待它而已.'


I've got nothing to talk about... no photos to post... but since it's my last day in australia I figured that I should write something to mark today ._.
....really, I've got nothing to say.


but I've just realised that I now type with proper spelling and apostrophes(somtimes) and I capitalise my 'I' :D that's like a HUGE achievement for me ^^ anyway... I've got nothing to say so mehh...


goodbye australia :') I'll be back and hopefully you'll always stay the same. I'll miss your extremely annoying weather. D: and goodbye to all the friends I've made in the past... 4 years :) you guys are the BEST :O dam I'll miss you guys :')


ehh ok BYEBYE Australia and HELLLOOOOO Hong Kong

100 and 10 percent!

I just realised I never wrote my new year's resolution for 2012... so here goes:

New Year's Resolution-

1. Keep my room tidy.

2. Study reallyreally hard especially at French and Maths.

3. Sleep 7 hours only :3 (I don't want to grow taller)

4. Go on a diet until I become 40kg D: 

5. Make loads of new friends.

6. Do my homework :)

7. Save up my pocket money instead of spending it on food.

8. Get rid of pimples.

9. Stay pale.

10. Drink lots of water and stay healthy.

So far...

1. My room is messy with my books on the floor (I've been studying alright :L). 

2. I've been studying my Maths but I pree much forgot all my French. 

3. I've been sleeping like a pig for 10 hours a day 

4. I'm pree sure I gained like 3 kgs wtf. 

5. Made no new friends/forever alone/ 

6. I haven't worked hard on any of my holiday homework.

7. I just used like $50+ the other day...

8. ...How DO you get rid of pimples :L

9. The sun isn't cooperating.

10. LOL ridiculous... These days I can't even be stuffed to walk downstairs to get water... I just sit there murmuring 'I'm so thirsty.... I'm so thirsty'...

So as you can see my year so far isn't exactly great D: but I'll be working hard to tick things off this list. HWAITING <3

Cotton Candy.

'We fall, we get wounds, we get up, and we continue to grow.'

It's a new year :O and I'm now nearly 14... AND I STILL FEEL 12

but I went on my last outing in Australia (before I come back from hongkong in 2013) yesterday with my girlfriends and suprisingly it was full of smiles and laughter and no tears and sad faces :') 

I woke up at 8 and I couldn't do anything with my hair because I cut like 5cm off the day before and it felt so short :O so i ended up with some messy pony tail and rushed off to sunnybank plaza. I got like a whole baggie of presents and then we bussed it to city. We then followed the unreliable google maps and somehow found Shabu House. I shared the tempura prawn udon with stephdiep while everyone else had their own bento :3 i regret the sharing LOL I could've eaten 3 of that its so effing nice :D and then we had CAKEEEEE~~~

I crave cake right now D: Then we walked back to take our zoom stickies which were weird cos they changed the machines at zoom ASDFGHJKL we all looked yellow... /inserts chink eye smile/ Then we went to The Queen for an hour and we somehow all got onto the 150... There were no tears when we said goodbye :) just hugs and smiles :) I'LL BE BACK... that is if the world doesn't somehow end

^kekeke what I got from my lovely girlfriends. and you see the thing in the middle? B2ST CD OMFGGGGGGGGG I nearly fainted when I saw it T^T gomawo~~ I must be so lucky to have friends like you guys.

So... it's a new year and I'll be meeting loads of new people. I promise to try harder in everything I do. HAPPY 2012 ^^